This past week has been one of the toughest I've ever lived through. And I'm through it, and while I'm pretty tired, I am also still standing and able to smile. There are weeks and weeks of challenge in front of me - but for today I am grateful to be where I am. Thank you to those of you who are reading this and helped make it happen. I appreciate it more than you may know.
So of course, when things are very tough, you should start major organizing projects. Yes, that was sarcasm. Here is a question: are your cabinets, closets and storage spaces filled with things that you will never use, wear or display again, but that you keep because they are "too valuable" to toss or donate? I spent most of my afternoon digging through a biiiig cabinet in my house. It contained: nail polish, a truly shocking variety of nail and foot care devices and products, OTC cold medicines, lotions, suntan lotions, bandages (including 14 varieties of neatly-rolled elastic bandage), knee/ankle/wrist braces, a lot of greeting cards, a bunch of wrapping paper/ribbon, a stack of beautiful but not-for-me plates, five big oversized photo albums (empty).....and two more shelves of stuff.
Does anyone want to see how much the packaging has changed for AlkaSeltzer Plus Cold Medicine since 1997? Anyone?
I'm grubby and tired from sorting through 13-year-old documents and 10-years-expired self tanners. And I find myself thinking that the habit of tucking such things into a cabinet is the same habit that has me leaving more important things half-answered until I'm pressed into a corner and must do so.
This is definitely the year that I am focused on committing to each moment fully, living through it fully. I don't have the inclination or the energy any more to tuck things into corners to be dealt with at some hazy future moment of truth. Nope, I intend to simply decide, each moment, and move forward.
If there is one very true gift that comes from experiencing pain, it is the gift of clarity. I intend to put that to work in my life.
Best to all who happen this way!